Funny, how sometimes you feel so disjointed from everything that's happening to you or around you, but then a small event or interaction will suddenly make it all clear -- that everything in your life is connected and happens for a reason.
Seems like a cheesy paraphrase from Mitch Albom's "5 People You Meet In Heaven" , which by the way I haven't read but was excitedly shared to me by Ces, but I feel that now more often and it's a strange feeling.
Sigh. I better stop this lest I be self-indulgent in this blog. On second thought, blogging is really meant to be self-indulgent.
I could write anything and everthing, except that I don't want to be incriminated. Sheesh. What do I really want to do?
I'm so antsy that I'm afraid I might do something rash. Like quit the play. Eeeep. Now there, I've said it.
What now?
Wednesday, July 13, 2005
Monday, July 11, 2005
Hello Again
After weeks of silence (and apparent busy-ness) I am blogging again. Amidst impending job loss --- some say blogging on office time may be cause for termination! Say what?!
Just finished a project we held at the CCP-- a visiting Japanese dance artist. It was a logistical roller-coaster but it all came out very successful in the end. There was the small incident of wishing that it would rain harder so less audience would come to see the performance -- say what again?! But then, eveything worked out for the better.
I thought I would be able to coast along after that project, as I don't have any major projects programmed in the follow months but it seems that I am going to go on gogo girl mode again. After enrolling in an elementary Nihongo course, which started Saturday, I went to audition for PETA's "Lola Basyang".
I thought I would avoid the audition because I wanted to concentrate on my alternate reality but the lure of the stage beckoned again...
So, as early as now, I am conditioning myself and trying to discipline myself into routines. Unfortunately, the first thing I wanted to whip myself into was into controlling my weight and food intake/ cash flow. Alas, at lunchtime I ordered a spaghetti/chicken/diet coke combo and M&Ms for desert. So much for no carbs :(
Just finished a project we held at the CCP-- a visiting Japanese dance artist. It was a logistical roller-coaster but it all came out very successful in the end. There was the small incident of wishing that it would rain harder so less audience would come to see the performance -- say what again?! But then, eveything worked out for the better.
I thought I would be able to coast along after that project, as I don't have any major projects programmed in the follow months but it seems that I am going to go on gogo girl mode again. After enrolling in an elementary Nihongo course, which started Saturday, I went to audition for PETA's "Lola Basyang".
I thought I would avoid the audition because I wanted to concentrate on my alternate reality but the lure of the stage beckoned again...
So, as early as now, I am conditioning myself and trying to discipline myself into routines. Unfortunately, the first thing I wanted to whip myself into was into controlling my weight and food intake/ cash flow. Alas, at lunchtime I ordered a spaghetti/chicken/diet coke combo and M&Ms for desert. So much for no carbs :(
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