Leaving crumbs

Of course I have to post something. It seemed that nothing was going on in my life and at the same time, everything was in flux. I’ve let many things pass without even a pip (at least on multiply) and as I’m feeling a bit existentialist, I better leave some crumbs.

It’s the time of the year when I’m feeling very beat. Despite years of experience, I have consistently undermined a project’s difficulty and overcompensated by spreading myself thin. When do I get my balance?

It doesn’t help that on my right side is a jester and on the other side is a boot camp commander.

Daily routines have normalized. No more sleeping at 3AM, getting up at 5AM, not eating breakfast or lunch, or dinner.

It took some time to get into the natural rhythm of things again. I was yawning for a week, nodding off in the middle of rock star musicales. Eating like a raving expectant mother.

Fortunately, normalcy has seeped into my days. I am eating regularly and moderately. I’m watching movies and TV series (Lipstick Jungle!). I’ve snuck in a reading, thanks to a friend. I am planning and scheming.

Nobody’s stealing my mojo.

If I could just figure out where I left it last…