Tuesday, May 30, 2006

The Distance Between Us

For some reason, I became pensive after attending our g.a. last night. Funny because I was in good company, literally. I regard them as family, who have seen me through my various ups and downs.

Their greetings last night were genuine and I felt distant. Man, don't you just hate that? It was like, I felt I didn't know these people --- which was strange because they were very close to me. Sigh. This is sad.

And for some reason, I am unconsciously sabotaging what is left of the bridge connecting us.

I could be joining the company integration in Laguna this weekend. But no. I am opting to go to the dentist. And I truly need that dentist's appointment. It is like my first in 3 years! Way overdue.

Next, I was too flippant, even dismissive, of an important job-related inquiry.

Better correct this. I thought I was out of this funk. I thought I've straightened out my karma.

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Thank goodness for simple pleasures and little blessings:
1. Getting an fx at the terminal just in time.
2. Having a relatively stress free, harassment free ride at the morning MRT
3. Finishing my work for the day and solving some mysteries (I now know that the Philippines has a national football team!)
4. Chips and coke, when I was craving for it on the ride home.
5. Getting first dibs at the family computer tonight. hehehe

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