Psyched Up

Man, I'm psyched! I'm off to Aklan in two weeks (better slim down a bit --- hey, with two weeks, a bit is fine) and possibly to Puerto Galera in three! Yeehaa! Vacation is so fun! Although, I haven't done any kind of booking or preparation yet --- would you call going to the ukay-ukay looking for nice vintage beach tops, preparation? -- it's great to have something to look foward to.

Tonight, I'll be recording again for the TV series. I'm excited but also quite anxious because I'm not as confident as I thought I should be about my voice. What if they find out it was just a fluke? Hmmmm.... erase the negative, latch on to the affirmative!

You likely begin and end the day feeling strong and confident, dear Pisces. Expect to receive some good news today, which will only heighten your good spirits. Why not invite friends or a loved one out this evening to celebrate? Everyone will share in your enthusiasm. Be careful to focus more on the warm company of friends than on the temptation to over-indulge!

I am so wrapped up in my spending habits that I'm now more apt to over-indulge. Just as I was prepared to cut down on expenses and the like, I buy a coffee-table book about organizing! I can't even make time to organize my messy room. Sheesh.

Although now I know that the look I'm looking for is Mediterranean. Clean, crisp white linen or cotton sheets, spare wrought iron or wooden furniture. I could just envision it. And what timing! It's a 3-day sale in Megamall! Aside from home/room thingies, I need new shoes. Yun lang. New PAIRS of shoes, and a swimsuit, and other niceties like lingerie (bras and panties) and other summerwear, in preparation for the holidays.

The list is just getting longer. And the budget that I thought I would be more than enough is becoming to be so NOT. Haaaaay. Siiiiiiiigggghhhh. I gotta manage my resources well.

If I were just practical, I'll try to look into investing my hard-earned moolah somewhere more rewarding other than shoes, bags, books, magazines, food, movies and ka-kikay-an. But what else? A house?! what the---?!

Now that we're at it, I also need braces for my overbite or else for my TMJ, and I would like to have work on my skin. Now I know how mommy thinks... Because it seems that once she starts a house project, like an extension or renovation, she finds it hard to stop and still has something else to be done and redone aside from the original job at hand. Like if its just a paint job, she'll want to change the tiles from marble to tile. That kind of thing. Improvement is la ifetime commitment --- whether it be for the home or for the individual self.

So, is this psycho-analysis? Rona says I psychoanalyze too much. Although I put that in my Friendster profile, I am not too sure I like this observation coming from her --- just because she's paranoid. She always feels I am thinking of the deeper side of things, putting meaning into little things --- which I totally don't!

Cecille said it best. Rona doesn't know me. So, there. Psych yourself up.